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Tomorrow will be special, but yesterday was not
This cycle will keep repeating to admonish these twisted thoughts
Cause I've walked among these shadows, and I've never seen the light
Denied the value of essence, forced to endlessly wander this sick machination called life
All this time I thought that I had found the path to a fulfilling future
An entity to seize, to grasp, to prosper and live out my days where I'd have no regrets, but
Lately I've begun to think that maybe I've lost my way, a misguided sense of direction
My sight begets to atrophy, it withers and slowly decays there's no turning back for (me)
My eyes have been opened to the quandary inside, this decadence of deception obscuring my mind
These nihilistic musings have altered my thoughts, despondent and broken my intent left to rot
This voyage had promised me that which I've lust, a reliance on that which I'd fostered my trust
Tomorrow keeps coming but passes me by, this succinct revelation it was all a fucking lie
Why both living this life when there's nothing left to live for
Where is this so called animus that I've been desperately searching for all this time
What's the point in trying so hard, when you're destined to fail in the end you'll lose it all
Just give me the reasons that I need, to finally end this worthless existence... alone
Tomorrow will not be special, and yesterday stays the same
This cycle repeats ad nauseum to sustain this futile game
Clairvoyance clouded by darkness, now I've been consigned to the void
Blighted by feelings of evanesce, forced to endlessly wander this vile purgatory called life
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華焔 (ka-en) - Waorlarts
03:45
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誰そ寝を寝
綺羅織の闇
囚わる心
擬う夢
誘うまほら
薔薇の獄
毀れ落ちた
此の命よいつかきっと
彼の茨の檻を灼き尽くせ
綻びが静寂に脈打つ頃
まだ私の夢が醒めてないなら
もう届かない
孤独の咽は灼かれ
此の命は燃え盛る倶利伽羅
誰そ寝を寝
綺羅織の闇
<chorus1>
夢から夢へ
夜を越えるため
紅蓮に染まりゆく
祈を
夜から夜へ
夢を越えるため
紅蓮に染まりゆく心
ひとつ
<chorus2>
誰そ寝を寝
綺羅織の闇
擬う夢
誘うまほら
ほら…
誰そ寝を寝
爛熟の月
明けぬ夜
満開の花
ひとつ
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Deep beneath this bloodsoaked keep
A bird with broken wings
Lays locked post-mortem
Since post-partum
False life in a cage
Lost in mental atrophy
She wanders in despair
Purposeless subservience
Still refusing to waste away
Rip and tore through the confines of
My mind
Sat alone atop a throne of
Lies (OF LIES!)
Rotting beneath this veil of
Insanity
I cast a shadow upon the
Light
I am terrified
Of what I have become
So many lies I’m told
Stab deeper inside yet I’m still hollow
Locked inside this cage
Disillusioned Fate
Grasping for light
Craving solace
Despising what she thinks of me
Lurking
Between
The Halls
Of this
Labyrinth
I yearn for flesh
Screaming
Into
The void
I have
Lost myself
(I CAN’T FEEL IT)
(I CAN’T HELP IT)
Feasting
Upon
The bones
Of their
valor
I will not cease
Fondness
Within
Madness
Putrid
Vanity
Hatred burning deeper inside
Fetid inner feelings
Clouding countless bloodsoaked days
Clawing into crimson walls
I can’t escape the feeling
Of these bitter memories
(I REFUSE TO WASTE AWAY)
Clutching unto the pains of yesterday
I will never forget
Crushing all who think so low of me
They will cease to exist
I
Loathe the world
(Outside my reach)
I
Loathe this hell
(All I can see)
I loathe this darkness that permeates my soul
Reflecting the inner sanctum of which my hate grows
Now gazing upon the moonlight just outside my reach
Intoxicated thoughts of serendipity
Rip and tore through the confines of
My cage
Sat alone atop a throne of
Shame (OF SHAME!)
Rotting beneath this thin veil of
Sanity
I cast a shadow upon myself
I am terrified
Of what I have become
So many lies I’m fed
Still choking on my sorrow
Locked inside this cage
Disillusioned Fate
Grasping the light
Finding solace
Accepting all she’s done to me
I’ve been seeking
The true meaning
Of every single piece of my being
Far from forgotten
And close to the truth
I’ve held to the one thing that still feels true
Impose my will
Forgive my sins
Close the eye
And then there were none
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Hourai Hunter - ÅNRYÅ
03:59
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